March 2013
1 post
38
Tomorrow will be my 38th birthday. I am not really excited, I’m sad and alone. This is my first birthday in Louisiana. I have no family here. I normally spend my birthday weekend with my cousin, it’s the best time ever. My boyfriend left for Chicago to go work, but he forgot my birthday so I guess it doesn’t matter he isn’t here. My parents normally forget my birthday. I already have bets made on...
February 2013
5 posts
hermanmunster85 asked: Does he check your Tumblr? Have you told him how you feel? Damn, relationships can truly suck...
Life As I Know It: One Year Later →
kenniesalvatore:
It was a year today that you decided to leave this life and I wish you hadn’t. I miss you so much but I do realize you’re in a better place. Because of what you did I have changed a lot. I am studying to become a psychiatrist so I can help people with depression or other mental illnesses. If only…
Why do I do the things I do?
I have hurt someone that means the world to me. I don’t know why I act the way I do sometimes. I let things bother me that never should. I am so happy with my life. I am finishing my degree this year (if I can get out of algebra) I have an amazing boyfriend who has stood by me when no one else would. I have amazing kids, a nice house and car. I couldn’t ask for anything more, and I...
For you
I love you.
I miss you.
I’ve never loved like I love you.
You make me want to be a better person, every day.
Your smile can make the saddest day bright.
You’re all I ever need, and I do need you.
I would never hurt you, intentionally.
I want to grow old with you.
I’m sorry.
November 2012
1 post
So what, who cares.
Two weeks ago today my sweet Granny Liz passed away and went to glory. I would do anything to have the chance to talk to her once more. It has been a very hard time for my family. We all loved her so much. She suffered with cancer for so long that it is selfish of me to want her back. My dad called today to complain about my brother being worthless, and he is. However, it turned into how I screwed...
October 2012
9 posts
Granny Liz
My Granny Liz is one of the most amazing women you will ever meet. She is funny, grouchy, loving and all around an amazing woman. She makes the best grilled cheese you have ever tasted. I cannot recall a single time I needed her and she wasn’t there for me. I have so many amazing memories with her I cannot begin to count them. She was moved into Hospice care last night and a part of me has...
Just Love Me!
And again,
I want to write a book. It is something that has been weighing on my mind for about 3 years now. I don’t know where to begin and really who would want to read it. It would be a memoir of my fucked up childhood and stupid mistakes I made as an adult. I had such a terrible childhood and it led to so many bad choices in my life, I think? Am I too old to still blame my childhood for how fucked up I...
My Manic Monday
I hate getting older. I feel so old and washed up, like my life is over. I weigh more now than I have ever in my life, including when I was pregnant. I am not “fat”, but I am curvy. I don’t like it.
I feel ugly. I was always told how beautiful I was when I was younger, I miss that. I can count 100’s of things I hate about me and there’s nothing I can do. I...
September 2012
10 posts
Not today
I have been in Louisiana for a month now. Leaving Tennessee was easier than I thought, but adjusting to life here is harder than I ever imagined. I have no friends, no one to stop by and say hi. My day starts at 5:45 each morning and it’s a struggle every day to find the strength to continue.
I am alone all day, my friends are at work so no one to text or call. My classes are all online so no...
Just FYI
I just spoke to my sweet 18 year old baby girl. It’s amazing how that 5 minute conversation put such a huge smile on my face.
Truthful Tuesday
I am sad today and I don’t know why. I have everything I ever wanted. I have no real reason to be unhappy, but I am. Sometimes I wonder if I am just meant to be unhappy. I have an amazing boyfriend who loves me even when he shouldn’t. My kids are amazing and are doing amazing things, but still I’m sad.
I moved to Louisiana a month ago to be with the love of my life,...
July 2012
1 post
Well....
Damn it’s been a long time since I’ve been on here.
December 2011
17 posts
13 is trying to bond with me. He wants something.
You could not pay me to take a free sample of “Regulene”.
I had no idea men could still complain during online sex.
I will tear a box apart to get the last Milk Dud stuck at the bottom.
And another all time low successfully achieved.
I can’t say I would be real turned on by a man that owns a “Smillow”.
I wish he would just go to his room and jack off. I’m sick of his attitude.
My dad never bought me a zoo. He spent all his money on whores.
I fucking love Frosty the Snowman.
I feel certain if a Republican wins the election all us single moms will be placed in concentration camps.
I feel so dirty when I play “anal” on WWF.
You guys should be glad I stop myself from tweeting some of the shit that pops in my head.
Do these pagent mom’s know they are crazy?
I’m starting to believe I may not be the normal one.
Dear God, everyone turn on “Toddlers & Tiara’s”. Contestant’s from Kentucky and Tennessee. I can’t even put this into words.
I would love meet the parents of the, I have no idea what I was going to say.
Truthful Tuesday
I am not sure where my mother was, I think night school. She left us home with him.
I was in my room playing with my yellow cardboard stove and fridge. I was using pink chalk as “lipstick”, I ran across the hall climbed up on the sink and looked at how pretty I looked. I walked into the living room to show him how pretty I looked. He bit that bottom lip and started screaming “What’s on your...
October 2011
9 posts
I. Hate. So. Much.
It’s funny how 13 gets away with talking shit to me before coffee. Tell the police it was justifiable homicide.
It’s funny how 13 gets away with talking shit to me before coffee. Tell the police it was justifiable homicide.
Hungover Kris really wishes Sober Kris would remember to take aspirin before she turns into Drunk Kris.
Hungover Kris really wishes Sober Kris would remember to take aspirin before she turns into Drunk Kris.
Hungover Kris really wishes Sober Kris would remember to take aspirin before she turns into Drunk Kris.